[Patient is the key ][shall be waiting]

Saturday, June 06, 2009

@6/06/2009

back from annual camp t_t my last camp considered the most memorable one bahs?
i was the group leader for group 2.which had been post in the previous post den i went to take them for quite a no of activities like amazing race3 water activites etc etc.but quite angry with the team because of the uncooperative attitude and there is once someone dashing across the road without allowing me to guide i really cant imagine how am i going to answer to the parents if she touchwood kana accident.I wanted to pump them but public so cant but i reprimanded them and told melvin so melvin settled with the whole team as well as one for all,all for one.NPCC motto.but nvm water activites brought everyone to the highest point.den campfire i finally see pey koon jie jie le!.long time nv see her le.den the stupid jian bin say wht couple couple retarded idiot . and he said the standard dropping le for the camp n wun come back next year stupid him!.i definitely gonna to ask him come back next year!..
den today POP le..i totally brokedown i cant control my feelings when i m passing out.my tears flow like water everywhr liddat . i finally realise why the sec4s for previous batch cried . i can say that NPCC wuld never be forgotten and my precious sec2s i simply love u pple tons even though u brought me to many sad moments b4 but those were definitely be forgotten. i would remember the happy moments!.remember the drills in camp i hope that u all really enjoyed it well.i purposely did that simply because after i step down other CLs would be taking over and i dunno who yr squad ICs are but i believe they would be very serious in everything i can let go at times but also will be serious at a certain times.I would apoplogise as well for those moments whr i make yr life difficult.i really feel that i need ti train to control my emotions because even when i m talking to the secondary2s with less than 3sentences my tears starts to come out.If time permits i would want to re-serve NPCC again.Thanks all the cadet inspectors for everything as well i would remember u for life!example jason i would use u at the role model in my future life , zhi hui, boon hong , dun hui , melvin , ain , meng siang , meng lie and HO kaiye and most impt all the TO and everything!Cadet Leader 08-09 Chin Yang had stepped down!...

I would never give up on you!tats wht i promise u!i want you.u r crucial in my life now!..girl i will be waiting!